Wow! Thanks everybody! I can't stress enough how much it really means to me; the views and my beloved watchers! I love you all and you are all such good friends! Many of you have helped me in many ways, whether praise, constructive criticism, personal advice, or just being a friend. THANK YOU!!!!!

BTW, I am starting a novel with my best friend . It's going to be a horror/action/fantasy/romance. Kind of like if you mixed Harry Potter, Interview with a Vampire, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, and the Matrix altogether. We might post it on here in chapters or intervals, depending on the amount of time we have.

In my AP English class we will be doing our poetry unit soon. I can't wait and the teacher said that we will be writing poetry. YEA!!!! I'm gonna try to see if I can write anything between these next two weeks. Got to look for some inspiration, hmmm......

Well, off to go read some Edgar Allan Poe and H.P. Lovecraft. Go Cthulhu!

-Ed (my nickname)

So, I am feeling a little bit better today. I got through my SATs smoothly and I feeling like my studying really paid off. Got free time now, so when I am able to between school and play rehearsals, I will try to post stuff.

Halloween is coming around the corner. Will probably post poems about autumn and other spooky things. I still can't figure out what I am going to go as for Halloween. Gonna have to look online for ideas. Can't wait to get some candy!

After all the rain this week, it turned out to be a sunny day today! And it is the perfect temperature for fall weather. Not too cold, and not too hot, but with a cool breeze and the sun shining just right.

So, I got a part in the play. It is the drama teacher. Not exactly the part I had originally wanted, but I am glad that I got it now, because the character seems to be more like me.

My SATs are tomorrow....After them, I am gonna want to sleep because I am so stressed out about college. Needless to say, today there were words spoken that never should have been.

Might not be on here for a couple of weeks...have to worry about college and deviantart is going to have to take a back seat for a while. I will check messages but will probably not submit anything.

I am so sad...I can't even explain to you how bad I feel. Everything I do is always going wrong and I can never prove to my parents I am capable. I don't know. I hate myself sometimes.

Thanks to everyone for the 3k pageviews. And thank you to all my watchers, for being patient, helpful, and caring. Thanks for being the best of friends and for giving me support when I needed it the most, and also the encouragement.

Things are a little hectic around here. I just got over having an anger episode and am wondering what I am able to do about my anger episodes, past and future. I don't know. Whatever, enough ranting. Play auditions are this Wednesday and I'm gonna try out for the spacey, hyper girl. ^-^ Also, our first outdoor dance is this Friday, so I am looking forward to that.

Haven't been able to think about anything to write about. Need to find some inspiration from somewhere. Reading Stephen King isn't gonna cut it. I need some ideas or I am gonna go crazy.

Jeeze! Half a year has already gone by since I joined deviantart. Well, 5 months, but thats close enough. Lately, I have been overloading my brain for the SAT and discovering the wonderful, spooky world of Stephen King. As a horror lover, I tend to read the more obscure titles and avoid big names in horror, but sometimes you just have to cave in and try something new. I read "Carrie" a couple of weeks ago and I loved it! I had seen the movie, but thought that the book would be a lot better and it took me two years to finally sit down and read it. Now I am reading Salem's Lot, Christine, and Fire Starter as well as books by other big names in horror such as John Saul, Peter Straub, Dean Koontz, Shirley Jackson, etc... I'm also reading tons of thrillers by Mary Higgins Clark, who seems to be a fairly good author of thrillers, unlike some.....and I'm also reading Anne Rice, since I love her novels.

Having fun taking my psychology course, theater arts, and AP english...I always love a challenge.